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( Read more... )Current Mood:  ecstatic Current Music: Billy Joel - Matter Of Trust |
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( Read more... )Current Mood:  excited Current Music: Savage Garden - Cherry Cola |
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( Read more... )Current Mood:  devious Current Music: The Cure - Friday I'm In Love |
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( Just a few thoughts... )Current Mood:  eating Current Music: Billy Joel - Piano Man |
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Measurements then and now:
01/01/06
Weight - 191
Measurements (standing)
Breasts - 47
Waist - 43.5
Belly - 52
Hips - 47
Upper Thigh - 25.5
Upper Arm - 16
Measurements (sitting)
Breasts - 47
Waist - 47
Belly - 55
Hips - 50
Upper Thigh - 27
Upper Arm - 16
01/01/07
Weight - 251
Measurements (standing)
Breasts - 56
Waist - 54.5
Belly - 66
Hips - 58
Upper Thigh - 30
Upper Arm - 18
Measurements (sitting)
Breasts - 58
Waist - 59
Belly - 70
Hips - 62
Upper Thigh - 32
Upper Arm - 18
Here's what has changed this year:
I've gained 60 lbs. I've added 9 inches to my breasts, 11 inches to my waist, 14 inches to my belly, 11 inches to my hips, 4.5 inches to my thighs and 2 inches to my upper arms. At the beginning of last year, when standing with my back against a wall, my belly stuck out 15 inches and was 12.5 inches high when laying on my back. Now it sticks out 19.5 inches and is 16 inches high. I've gone from a size 24 dress to a size 36. I also have to buy extra wide shoes. My belly has started to droop. I don't have an apron yet, but I have to lift it to measure my hips. Most of my flesh is a very soft consistency. Except for my belly which feels more like a water balloon. I've developed a double chin, dimples on my backside and cellulite in places I didn't know you could get it. I'm also the proud owner of a nifty collection of stretch marks. I've named them all Bob.
I've recently developed a waddle when I walk as I tend to lean slightly back and my belly sways from side to side. I also jiggle now with each step. My thighs have gotten so fat that it's physically impossible for me to stand with my feet together. My arms no longer rest at my sides. They stick out at an angle. When seated, my breasts rest on my belly. I also spread out more when I sit. I can't feel my ribs because of the thick layer of fat covering them. Dan can no longer get his arms all the way around me.
My car dips noticeably when I get in. So does my bed. My food bill has doubled and I'm spending an average of $400 a month on groceries alone. This does not count eating out, fast food and regular trips to the bakery. I eat on serving dishes because I got sick of making several trips to and from the kitchen each meal. Now I can eat more in one sitting than I used to be able to eat all day. I've broken more furniture and destroyed more clothing this last year than in all my previous years combined. I am now wider than my desk chair.
Still healthy. Still active. I'm capable of running short distances, but if anyone is near me it can turn into a spectator sport. According to this place - http://www.ahealthyme.com/topic/bodyfat - My body fat percentage has gone from 46.5 to 60.6. I got a little warning message saying that this percentage puts me in the high/obese range. Another 170 pounds will put me at a body fat percentage of 100.
Oh and somehow this last year... I got really fat!!! ^_~Current Mood:  optimistic Current Music: Steve Miller Band - Dream Weaver |
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( I...ate...so...much... )Current Mood:  chipper Current Music: David Bowie - Blue Jean |
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( Read more... )Current Mood:  relaxed Current Music: Da Yoopers - Rusty Chevrolet |
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( Read more... )Current Mood:  shocked Current Music: Steve Miller - Dream Weaver |
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I may or may not have encountered a feeder at work. I'll let you guys be the judge.
( Read more... )Current Mood:  perplexed Current Music: The Mighty Mighty Bosstones - The Impression That I Get |
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( Let's find out... )Current Mood:  fat Current Music: The Monkees - Sweet Young Thing |
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( Read more... )Current Mood:  hopeful Current Music: Alanis Morrisette - One Hand In My Pocket |
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Yesterday was my birthday. I'm now officially a thirty-something. ^_^
( Kick ass day!!! )Current Mood: full Current Music: Ok Go - Here It Goes Again |
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( Read more... )Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Buckcherry - Crazy Bitch |
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Okay, I generally let these things slide, but this one's pretty outrageous. I have been contacted, repeatedly, by an individual claiming to be a 13 year old little girl who wants to get fat. This person has a masculine name and according to her (his?) yahoo 360 profile is actually 18 years old. This could be because you have to be an adult to have 360 profile or this person may actually be 18.
If this person is indeed an 18 year old male. He's got issues.
If this person is in fact a 13 year old female. WTF is she thinking!?!
The feederism lifestyle is NOT for children. No 13 year old is ready for the consequences of purposefully gaining weight. There are several issues to consider beginning with one's health and self-esteem. They'd probably end up gaining a lot of weight and seriously regretting it a few years from now. It wasn't until I was 30 that I realized this is what I wanted to do.
On a side note, this is not the first time that something like this has happened to me. The worst one I ran across was a guy claiming to be a New York programmer who kept asking me for naked pics (which I've never taken and certainly wouldn't give out if I did). A quick check of his profile showed that he's actually a 14 year old high school student who lives about 200 miles away from me. I wanted to go to his house, tell his mommy what he's been up to and make him do his homework. ^_~Current Mood:  cranky Current Music: Sly Fox - Let's Go All The Way |
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Oops!
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Jul. 11th, 2006 @ 11:17 pm
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So I finally get around to updating my LJ and I completely forgot to post the monthly stats. >.<
( Read more... )Current Mood:  embarrassed Current Music: Rod Stewart - Maggie May |
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I'm so incredibly sorry about being away for so long.
( Read more... )Current Mood:  touched Current Music: The Foundations - Build Me Up Buttercup |
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That tears it! I'm giving up gaining and going on a diet!
( Read more... )Current Mood:  pensive Current Music: Alanis Morrisette - Head Over Feet |
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Let's see... 14 hours of labor, countless dirty diapers, cleaning up after me for years, doing laundry, cooking meals, sleepless nights and several visits to school principles. In return, my Mom got flowers, a teddy bear and dinner out. Oh yeah, that's fair. ^_~ I hope all of you Moms enjoyed your special day.Current Mood:  good Current Music: Enya - Only Time |
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*SIGH* Apparently, some people don't know when they're being offensive. A reply was made to my last post containing racist speech towards Native Americans. Personally, I find such comments to be unenlightened, unevolved and singularly unimpressive. One would think that those into feederism and/or size acceptance would be a bit more open minded.
I'd like to apologize to anyone who read that reply before I had a chance to delete it. I dislike having to moderate my own damn journal, but any more nonsense like that and I'll disable anonymous posting. I would like to keep this journal open to everyone, but I'm not going to sit back and let people make hateful comments on it.Current Mood:  annoyed Current Music: Collective Soul - The World I know |
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Some days it just doesn't pay to get online. I've gotten some of the most ourageous, rudest and downright stupid messages today. One message was nothing more than a link to some dude's wang. Up close and personal. Now i ask you, is that the sort of thing that you send to some girl you've never met? Usually I just delete these messages, but that's not really fair. After all, these people took the time to message me. The least I could do is reply. ^_^
Current Mood:  predatory Current Music: Wallflowers - We Can Be Heroes |
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